biarkan aku lupa ingatan

Masih tak kuasa jika aku ingat semuanya.
Aku menahan diri untuk tidak lagi menengok ke arah kamu, untuk tidak lagi mengingat tentang kamu, untuk tidak lagi membiarkan diriku terjebak oleh bayanganmu.
Tanyaku masih tertulis besar di dalam kepalaku, tidak hanya dikepalaku tetapi juga didalam benakku, taukah kamu??
Aku tak yakin kamu tau itu. Setiap ucapan yang keluar dari mulutmu membuatku selalu dan selalu berpikir untuk siapakah yang kamu maksudkan?
Terbangun dari keadaan ini aku sadar bahwa bukan untuk hal ini aku tetap bersikeras untuk tidak tetap memikirkannya. Terngiang, terulang, dan terbayang.
Kekerasan hatiku untuk berhenti peduli ingin aku hentikan rasanya.
Bukan karena tak sanggup, tetapi ingin kusudahi saja atas semua ketidakjelasan ini.
Karena kamu pun aku yakini tidak menginginkanku lagi, tak hanya kuyakini, tetapi ku pastikan.
Aku tak mau terbawa lagi oleh semua kisah kita, oleh semua anganku dulu.
Seperti ingin hilang ingatan, karena kau tak mungkin lagi disini bersamaku, melakukan segalanya yang dulu pernah kita lakukan bersama.
Karena aku ingin kamu bahagia :)


titikduatandapetiktutupkurung
Ochi~

Kahitna – Aku Punya Hati (._.)('_')

Saat aku di sisimu, hatimu terasa jauh
Semua rasanya hampa, walau katamu banyak rindu
Perasaanku tak bisa dustai, tak seperti dulu lagi

Aku tak mau terus begini
Bila kau tak lagi sungguh-sungguh cinta aku
Walau hati ini tak sanggup lupakan dirimu
Kusadari aku yang harus pergi

Aku masih punya hati, engkau pasti tahu itu
Bila ku salah mengapa kau diam, mengapa tak kau bicara

Aku tak mau terus begini
Bila kau tak lagi sungguh-sungguh cinta aku
Walau hati ini tak sanggup lupakan dirimu
Kusadari aku yang harus pergi

Cinta ini masih tersimpan
Meski semua kini hanya hanyalah fatamorgana

Aku tak mau terus begini
Bila kau tak lagi sungguh-sungguh cinta aku
Walau hati ini tak sanggup lupakan dirimu
Kusadari aku yang harus pergi

sungguh-sungguh cinta aku
Walau hati ini tak sanggup lupakan dirimu
Kusadari aku yang harus, aku yang harus, aku yang harus pergi

nothing to say

Bingung mau ngomong apa, gw gk bisa komentar, karena kalau gw ngomong gw rasa ini bukan hak gw.
Saya cuma bisa bilang "saya bingung" karena akhir-akhir ini itu yang saya rasa.
Entah kenapa ketika ada pendapat dari orang lain itu selalu buat saya berpikir, sampe gk tau lagi mau ngasih kesimpulan gimana, soalnya gw bukan orang yang gitu gampangnya menyimpulkan sesuatu.
Tolong diperjelas setiap anda mengeluarkan statement karena itu bisa membuat orang sulit untuk mencerna apa yang anda maksud.
Bukan maksud saya apa-apa, tapi saya cuma butuh kata yang memperjelas pernyataan anda. Karena saya takut ada orang-orang yang salah memaknai pernyataan anda.
Harap dimengerti.

Sincerelly
Me

Taylor Swift - Dear John

Long were the nights when my days once revolved around you
Counting my footsteps praying the floor won't fall through again
And my mother accused me of losing my mind
But I swore I was fine

You paint me a blue sky and go back and turn it to rain
And I lived in your chess game, but you changed the rules everyday
Wondering which version of you I might get on the phone tonight
Well, I stopped picking up and this song is to let you know why

Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone
Don't think I was too young to be messed with?
The girl in the dress cried the whole way home
I should've known

Well, maybe it's just me and my blind optimism to blame
Or maybe it's you and your sick need to give love then take it away
And you'll add my name to your long list of traitors who don't understand
And I'll look back and regret how I ignored when they said run as fast as you can

Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think I was too young to be messed with?
The girl in the dress cried the whole way home

Dear John, I see it all now it was wrong
Don't you think nineteen's too young to be played with?
Your dark twisted games when I loved you so
I should've known

You are an expert at sorry and keeping lines blurry
Never impressed by me acing your tests
All the girls that you've run dry have tired, lifeless eyes
'Cause you've burn them out

But I took your matches before fire could catch me
So don't look now
I'm shining like fireworks over
Your sad, empty town

Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think I was too young to be messed with?
The girl in the dress cried the whole way home

Dear John, I see it all now it was wrong
Don't you think nineteen's too young to be played with?
The girl in the dress wrote you a song
You should've known

You should've known
Don't you think I was too young?
You should've known

Nelly - Just a dream

I was thinking bout her, thinkin bout me
Thinkin bout us, what we gon' be
Open my eyes yeah, it was only Just A Dream
So I travelled back, down that road
Wish she'd come back, no one knows
I realize yeah, it was only Just A Dream

I was at the top and now its like I'm in the basement
Number one spot and now she find her a replacement
I swear now I can't take it, knowing somebody's got my baby
And now you ain't around baby I can't think
I should've put it down, should've got the ring
Cause I can still feel it in the air
See her pretty face run my fingers through her hair
My lover, my life, my shawty, my wife
She left me, I'm tied
Cause I knew that it just ain't right

I was thinking bout her, thinkin bout me
Thinkin bout us, what we gon' be
Open my eyes yeah, it was only Just A Dream
So I travelled back, down that road
Wish she'd come back, no one knows
I realize yeah, it was only Just A Dream

When I be ridin' man I swear I see her face at every turn
Tryna get my Usher on but I can't let it Burn
And I just hopes she know that she the only one I yearn for
More and more I miss her, when will I learn
Didn't give her all my love, I guess now I got my payback
Now I'm in the club thinking all about my baby
Hey, she was so easy to love
But wait, I guess that love wasn't enough
I'm going through it everytime that I'm alone
And now I'm missing, wishing she'd pick up the phone
But she made the decision that she wanted to move on
Cause I was wrong

I was thinking bout her, thinkin bout me
Thinkin bout us, what we gon' be
Open my eyes yeah, it was only Just A Dream
So I travelled back, down that road
Wish she'd come back, no one knows
I realize yeah, it was only Just A Dream

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
And now they're gone and you're wishing you could give them everything
Said if you ever loved somebody put your hands up
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
Now they're gone and you're wishing you could give them everything

[x2]
I was thinking bout her, thinkin bout me
Thinkin bout us, what we gon' be
Open my eyes yeah, it was only Just A Dream
So I travelled back, down that road
Wish she'd come back, no one knows
I realize yeah, it was only Just A Dream

"Gravity" Sara Bareilles

Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.

You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.

[CHORUS:]
Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.

[CHORUS]

I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you're everything I think I need here on the ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down
You're on to me, on to me, and all over...
Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.

Saat Jarak Memisahkan :)

Artist: Cokelat Album: Dari Hati

Bukan malam yang kau menggelapiku
Bukan dingin yang kan membekukanku
Tapi dirimu disana, s'lalu saja berdusta
Saat jarak memisahkan kita
Haruskah sesali janji yang dulu
Saatku terpikat indah hadirmu
Kini semua kau ingkari
Hatiku kau lukai
Tak percaya mudah saja kau lupakan kita

Chorus: Dan kini kau temukan dia disana
Yang sanggup memberikan semua yang ku tak punya
Semoga kau bahagia dihangat peluknya
Semua pun t'lah sirna... t'lah sirna

Haruskah sesali janji yang dulu
Saatku terpikat indah hadirmu
Kini semua kau ingkari

Chorus: Dan kini kau temukan dia disana
Yang sanggup memberikan semua yang ku tak punya
Semoga kau bahagia dihangat peluknya
Semua pun t'lah sirna... t'lah sirna

Chorus: Dan kini kau temukan dia disana
Yang sanggup memberikan semua yang ku tak punya
Semoga kau bahagia dihangat peluknya
Semua pun t'lah sirna... t'lah sirna
Dan kini kau temukan dia disana
Yang sanggup memberikan semua yang ku tak punya
Semoga kau bahagia dihangat peluknya
Semua pun t'lah sirna... t'lah sirna